Of course my ma is worried, telling me that I should work for a while and then move down there. I'm seriously running into everything blind. Should it end up bad, then I'll have to accept that. My mistakes are plentiful, so learning from another one wouldn't hurt. I realized that I only have a limited amount of friends, and my best friend being my own cousin. It's not really a shocker to me that I've lost contact with a lot of people, but maybe it's for the best. I know who I want in my life.
I've been so happy since December of last year when we started dating and hanging out from time to time. We have never fought, (knock on wood) and our communication is a gorgeous thing. Everyone has their faults, but I feel like I've found a true friend, and on top of it he's THERE for me. He's mine. Greedy, perhaps. Selfish, perhaps. The happiness I have as of late is fantastic.
“Be the change you want to see in the world.”
I'll always be a Buffalo chick. I love this city, but everyday I know there is so much better. I'll always love my family, whether they be here or across the world.
Real big things baby, real big things.